Antithesis

What a weird heading to give for a blog? Don't u think guys.. well, the reason is that unlike the guy who started blogging a couple of years back(and yet found time to write only a half-dozen blogs) the one who's writing this is a lot more serious and that's perfect 'antithesis' to my blog name.. but in my case i couldn't attribute my seriousness to becoming more mature.. well sometimes, for one reason or the other, u stop being funny, u turn inward and even though u wanna let loose and enjoy a bit, a sense of guilt comes over u and u start seeking for justifications to ur 'act'.. that's when u get serious(eureka.. find of the century)..

this kind of a sudden change in behavior leads to an 'identity crisis' where you are not able to move along wit any1 peacefully, get cynical and skeptical about everything and start 'reading between the lines' more than necessary.. even an unreturned call or an unreplied SMS will raise 1000 questions in your mind.. u'll tend to get disappointed and offended too soon and u'll take a long time to come out of it.. u'll always rue over why people never understand u but u'll never ever give a chance for them to know you better.. u'll always be a lost soul(u dont need a dementor to kiss u) among thousands, who neither want to be identified nor be disturbed.. good bye.. o funny guy.. atleast for now..